I love you, but you’re bringing me down.

All that heartbreak. And pain. And suffering. And then you.

Was it worth it?

It was! Yes. Was it?

I don’t know, but I’m going in. Heart first. I’m doing this. Look! I’m doing it! It’s not as hard as I thought. I just have to let myself go.

Am I doing this right? Is this supposed to make my head spin? I’m getting a weird feeling about this. No one said anything about a rollercoaster. Maybe I should stop this, maybe I should go. Maybe…

Hello. Your smile. I missed that. The hug. It’s warm. Hy. I missed you. I want to…

How did I get here? And how do I come back?

It’s late. I should go. Should I? Do you want me to? No. I’ll go. I have to.

We dance. I stay.

I’m mad! You’re mean! I’ll leave.

Your eyes. Stop it. I need to… Please.

The kiss.  You’re doing it. That thing that you do. If I could just grasp it.

I can’t remember. It was important. I have to try. I can’t just let you…

You. Hy! I’ve missed you.

It’s been… How long? An hour… a day? It couldn’t have been more than a week. What day is it? What month is it? And are we still there? I want to stay. Let’s stay.

It’s warm outside. When did this happen? It seems I brushed the snow off of my shoulders just a moment ago. I liked the cold. It was ours. They won’t take it away from us.

Remember us?

It’s breaking! I can’t hold it together much longer. I’m trying… I need you to…

I… Something is wrong. I… Me.

The warmth. It’s everywhere now. All the time. Stifling. Hot.

All that heartbreak. And pain. And suffering. And then you.

Was it worth it?

It was! Yes.

Was it?

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